CO, CO and CO...

To start off, I would like to ask a question. Why do people only cherish things once it is gone?

Now, it is known that CO had only the Er Hus left. Even the Ruans are gone. The reason is that they could not find any ruan instructor to teach. Upon hearing this news, I had a mixed feeling of shock, disappointed and sad.

Ever since Primary 1, I had already joined CO. It has been my CCA until now, when I am Primary 6. I just can't accept the fact that CO is gone.

On friday night, we had a "concert" going on in our school at night. All the performers had to practice in order to give the best show to the audience. And this particular person (name that person Q), did not not go for practices until the teacher-in-charged of the CCA "forced" Q to go.

In Q's mind, Q thinks that going for practices is usless as Q has to prepare for PSLE this year and thinks that Q should not even perform at all on that particular day.

Upon reflecting on this issue, I felt angry, sad and disappointed. Even Q's CCA gets to perform on that night. What about mine? What about CO? CO does not even have a chance to perform at all. And even for SYF, Q's CCA and the others have a chance to perform to the school befor going for the actual competition. What about CO?

I now feel that CO is currently the most pathetic CCA in Changkat. Now, it only have the Er Hus left. Can it still be counted as an ORCHESTRA???

I really envy those people who can at least go back to their CCA and help to contribute by performing.

Last time, I also used to have the same mindset as Q. We have so many practices when the others only have once per week when we have twice per week. But now, only when it is gone, I start to cherish it. How I wish I can go back to the past...

If time can travel back, I would not even "gen kenny ding zui". If time can travel back, I would have put my heart and soul all on it.

Now, I could only wish that a miracle to happen...