title: Oral and stuff...
date: 17 August 2008
Oral and stuff...
I am typing this AGAIN. When I was about to post it, it said the page have errors, blahblahblah. ROAR!
English oral first. The text is about the holiday plans. The picture is about people camping. And for the conversation, it is about our CCAs. Basically, I feel that the Conversation just a bit weird. Doesn't fit.
When I was waiting for my turn(testing reading and stuff), and when I saw the picture, I was like.. OMG? Camping. Seems like I have not talk about it before. It is a one focus point picture. It has nothing much to talk about. Maybe safety? And that is what I said for my conclusion. "Safety comes first,....blahblahblah"
When 5 minutes is up, the teacher, Miss Nashita, took the paper away. It was not my turn yet. So I make use of this time to think about the question for conversation.
Qns: Have you been to any camping before?
Ans: 1) P5 camp(had fun, went sentosa, dragon boating)
2) DHS camp(the songs we played)
However, I did not hit the jackpot. What came out was about my CCA.Nevertheless, I was still able to talk(thinking on my feet heh). I even talk about the SYF. Only a bit.
At the end, when I was about to leave the hall, they asked my name. They might be impressed by my performance! Wohoo! Or they just want to know my name.
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Now, Chinese Oral. I find I have done not as good as English. Especially for conversation.
During conversation...
T: Qing gao su wo, zai zhe ge tu li, shen me zui yin qi ni zhu yi de. (can you tell me what caught your attention the most in this picture?)
Me: Zui yin qi wo zhu yi de you liang jian shi. Di yi... (There are two things that caught my attention. First thing...)
~However, before I can say anything, the teacher said...
T: Qing zhu yi ting. Wo shuo ZUI yin qi ni zhu yi de shi.
Me: *shock, but still able to continue* orh... Zui yin qi wo de you... (the thing that caught my attention is...)
*talktalktalk*
T: hao de, ni hao you me you shen me dong xi yao bu chong de ma? (ok, do you still have anything to add on?)
~I always thought that we can say another thing that caught you attention.
Me: You. Ling wai yi jian zui yin qi wo zhu yi de shi... (yes. The other thing that caught my attention is...)
~Once again, before I could say anything, one of the teacher stopped me again.
T: *pointing to the picture* ni xian zai bu shi zai shuo zhe ge qing jing dui ma? (you are talking about other things, am i right?)
Me: *nod my head* dui.
T: na hao de, ni ke yi zuo le. (oh, ok, you may go now)
Me: *shock. very shock once again*
I then bow to the teachers and said thank you and good bye. At that very moment, I was quite reluctant to leave my seat. Why I am not allowed to say more than 1 thing that caught my attention? All the people in my group are only allowed to say one. Just ONE!
Some people in other groups can even talk 3! 3! UNFAIR!!! Mr Teo said we can say more than 1! But why now, we are only restricted to say 1? And even for other exams, I can say more than one. Now is PSLE, why can't we say more than 1? If other people in other groups can say more than one, I don't see a reason why my group can only say 1.
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Anyway, once its over, its over. If I lost my marks here, I make sure I gain them back in other components.
After the PSLE Oral Examination, I had a mixed feeling. A mixture of happy and a bit of sad.
I feel satisfaction. All my hard work had finally paid off. I have given my best and I know I have tried my best. And I shall get the best marks. The feeling cannot be described. It was as if I have cross the finishing line of lap one. Dashing it with pride and joy.
And also, I feel sad. This feeling cannot be described too. It was as if everything was over. No turning back. It was exactly the same feeling as how I felt when SYF was over.
And thinking about this, I start to miss everyone. In a few months time, I will leave everyone here. My friends, my teachers, everyone here.
I will cherish the remainding days I had in Changkat. After that, we will not be able to see each other...
title: The attitude...
date: 12 August 2008
The attitude...
Hoho! Today is the last day we can coach those 6H pupils and prepare them for oral. Hehe. I gave my "buddy" some tips! Hope they will be useful to her!
One hour just seemed to past so fast. Soon, end the "lesson". Heard from A, that she is partnering Z and both are coaching 1 pupil. Z seems to show no interest in teaching. And personally, I know Z quite well. All she care is just she, herself and her. She never care about the others.
When A is putting all her effort to coach the "buddy", Z doesn't seem to care much. She even yawned when teaching and I think this is not a very good thing to show your "buddy". She doesn't care about her "buddy". When A is doing everything to help her "buddy", Z is like relaxing and doing nothing.
As I had said just now, today would be the last day we are coaching them. And when time is up, MC told us to give them some last advices. When MC said time is up, Z just ran away, leaving A and the "buddy" there. A told Z that she must give some advice, Z said "My post-its too big. I don't want to waste!"
What kind of attitude is Z showing?! Nonchalant and Care less attitude! The purpose of coaching them is to let those 6H pupils to improve and score at least 1-2 marks better. That 1-2 marks means alot to them. If Z don't have that interest to teach, what for wasting time?
Being a Changkateer, I hope all the P6 can pass their PSLE and not stay back the next year. Here she is, trying to show such attitude. If she don't want to teach, then don't teach!
To Z: I ALREADY HAVE ENOUGH OF YOU ATTITUDE! THE WAY YOU BEHAVE, THE WAY YOU TREAT YOUR FRIENDS, THINKING THAT THEY WILL ALWAYS BE AT YOU SIDE! YOUR ATTITUDE AND IRRESPONSIBILITY WON'T GET YOU FAR! YOU ARE NOT EVEN FIT TO BE A WO! SAY THAT YOU WANT TO EXCEL IN YOUR STUDIES, BUT YOUR ACTION DOESN'T MATCH! YOUR ATTITUDE AND EVERYTHING MAKES ME PUKE!
Not only this matter, Z pissed me off in some other things too.
ARGH!! I HAVE ENOUGH OF Z!!!
title: Lyrics for Because You Live
date: 08 August 2008
Lyrics for Because You Live
Staring out at the rain with a heavy heart
It's the end of the world in my mind
Then your voice calls me back like a wake up call
I've been looking for the answer
Somewhere
I couldn't see that it was right there
But now I know what I really know
Because you live and breathe
Because you make me believe in myself when nobody else can help
Because you live, girl
My world has twice as many stars in the sky
It's alright, I survived, I'm alive again
Cuz of you, made it though every storm
What is life, whats the use if your killed inside
I'm so glad
I found an angel
Someone
Who was there when all my hopes fell
I wanna fly, looking in your eyes
Because you live and breathe
Because you make me believe in myself when nobody else can help
Because you live, girl
My world has twice as many stars in the sky
Because you live, I live
Because you live there's a reason why
I carry on when I lose the fight
I want to give what you've given me always
Because you live and breathe
Because you make me believe in myself when nobody else can help
Because you live, girl
My world has twice as many stars in the sky
Because you live and breathe
Because you make me believe in myself when nobody else can help
Because you live, girl
My world has everything I need to survive
Because you live, I live, I live
title: Pictures and Pictures
date: 06 August 2008
Pictures and Pictures
Look at how excited Alexia is!
Octi(left) and Startong(right)!
Catherine and Eunice!!!
Me and YuTing!!!
A crucut(wrong spelling) friendship star??? Top: Catherine, Top right: Eunice, Bottom Right: Me, Bottom left: YuTing, Top left: Erm... Anonymous?
Ho! I went to the Alexandra Park(should be) last Sunday, with my parents and my father's friend. The wife of the friend came along too. We brought along our cameras. Aww! Memory full. Can't take much pictures. As I browse through the pictures in the memory card, I found out that I have took many different pictures.
The Singapore!!! xD
Hear the Dragon ROAR! "Roar!"
Octi(left) and Startong(right)!Catherine and Eunice!!!
Me and YuTing!!!A crucut(wrong spelling) friendship star??? Top: Catherine, Top right: Eunice, Bottom Right: Me, Bottom left: YuTing, Top left: Erm... Anonymous?
Aeroplane! Wee...
Helicopter! Wee...
Me and Farah!!!
Catherine and Me!!!
Friendship star!(Crucut again) Forget the order le...
Me and JunTing!!! 
At the Henderson Waves... What a nice view!
Another view...
A building!!!
See those "waves"?
The ferris wheel! Look exactly like the one in my blogskin? 
Cars!!!
The hosts! Ok, its very small. -.-
NDP 07!!! Cool!
Helicopters and the Singapore Flag with those skyscrapers behind!
Now, only the helicopters, the Singapore flag and the clouds...
Smoke of the Airplanes! They went too fast that I could not take a picture of them!
Plainly soldiers...
Smoke! Forget what's that for...
Some boats? Forget the event. With my hand at the side. They came too sudden. And disappear suddenly too.
Perfomance!!!
Performance again!!!
Just something random. A beautiful scene at swissaland(wrong spelling).
Hear the Dinosaur ROAR! 
Catherine!! So cute! 
Heh. A solar panel!
Just some friends of mine. Get to know them during the holidays!
Finally upload all the pictures le! Enjoy!
title: Change of Mood
date:
Change of Mood
Argh blahblahblahblah... (Ignore this.)
People are starting to notice that I am having weird behavior and feelings these days. Sg peoples, some friends around me. These few days, yes, I agree that I am feeling a little emo. With some little things happening here and there. Don't really wish to talk about it.
And now, I would like to tell you how my mood will usually go.
Option A
In the Morning(usually during Morning Maths Remedial) : Sad and Emo(sometimes), Don't really talk much
When class starts: Don't really talk much too(usually)
After Recess (Usually during MT): Sad??? (Hardly bah..)
After Mother Tongue: Don't talk much too(if teacher is teaching
Option B
In the Morning(usually during Morning Maths Remedial): Sad again, Don't talk much
When class starts: Don't really talk much too
After Recess (Usually during MT): Happy and High, Maybe talk too much xD
After Mother Tongue: Back to normal mood(okok)
Option C
In the Morning: Can be Happy and Siao
When class starts: Ok mood, talk sometimes
After Recess: Happy and High, Talk too much sometimes
After Mother Tongue: Sometimes can high until after school(if my mood is good)
The different me everyday. Just yesterday, I suddenly turn crazy. I was sitting at my usual position during Mother Tongue supplementary. Then don't know why, I went to sit with Priscilla and Alexia. Then suddenly, we went to talk about melvin and blahblahblah. Then suddenly, I started to become crazy and keep laughing. I was lauging(for some reasons, can't reveal much) until the whole class seemed to be turning their heads and look at me. When MT heard my loud laugh, he called me to return back to my sit.
Despite the fact that the distance between Priscilla and I are very far, I still had some communications with her. I was laughing non-stop. Yes, by that time, I have already become a CrazyWoman. xD
Ahahaha. Thinking about the yesterday's incident make me laugh like mad. Ok return to normal.
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That's all I guess. Bye peoples!
title: Hopeless...
date: 04 August 2008
Hopeless
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Argh!!! Roar! Ok. Back to normal. Just venting my anger just now.
Things had been going so bad for me. Can't things just go smoothly like before?
I have two news. One good and bad.
Bad first. Today, Mr Teo told us our Chinese Oral, Compo and Listening Prelim marks.
Reading 20/20
Picture 17/20
Conversation 9/10
Listening 17/20
Compo 31.5/40
Total 94.5/110
Ok, I know its very bad. As I count my marks, the only possible way I can get A* for Chinese is to get 86/90 for my main paper. Oh gosh. Full marks for Booklet A and 36 for Booklet B. Impossible? Possible?
Think its kinda possible. Most likely. If things just go smoothly as ever.
Now lets move on to the good news. I've got 86 for my Chinese Mock Test 3. Yea. Some sort of possible. Heard that it is a Raffles paper. Luck? Maybe. All I hope is that I could get this score for my Prelims. Or else, A* kiss goodbye.
Oh. I almost forget. Another bad news. I've got 77 for my Maths Mock Test 3. It was like so low. For the first Mock Test, I got 85. Second Mock Test, 89. And now, 77.
I am counting the days to PSLE. The first finishing line is reaching soon. 14 August. Our Mother Tongue Oral. Thinking about it, my heart seems to be getting faster and faster. For this time Prelim, my Mother Tongue Oral retrogressed. From 49 to 46. Oh my. Although it seems to be quite a good score, but I feel that I could have done better. And the worse is that for PSLE Mother Tongue Oral, I will be the first one to start! Nervousness would have killed me.
Oh please. I don't want it to happen. And to those sgc ppl, please help me. The price to pay is simply too high. I can't afford to lose those marks due to nervousness.
