Everything just simply sucks. Don't you agree.
Stupid.
Loser.

Everything should be ending soon.
I hope.

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I LOVE ICE AND WATER. :D
Can we play it again everyday? :D

Speaking of iceandwater, reminds me of jiajin and shandon shandon and jiajin.
Omg. The oreo is just so gross.
Haha. :D

Im scared. D:
Im scared of everything. D:

Stupid moodswings.

Everything doesn't seem to be going right.
But what can I do?

i told myself that i shouldn't do this.
but why can't i just stop it.
its impossible, face the truth.


Im thinking of changing my blogskin. But on second thought, I don't want.
Seriously, I love this skin, and I am kind of used to it. But the problem is that I can't change the html codings. D:
And that's why HongHui has been complaining why Im not updating my links and stuff. Haha. :D

Zah. I think 我快要倒下了. Idk why. But seeing all those dumb test we will be having, so many graded stuff and projects, I seriously feel like dying. Plus the counting down of the so like psle EOY exams. Omg.

I tried telling myself if I don't start studying hard now, everything is gonna be over. I didn't log in to facebook for like 2 days. I have no idea how's my restaurant businness going. lol. But I know I have to sacrifice to achieve what I want. Persist for another 47 days. Its going to be 46 days soon. Even tried focusing not chatting in msn while doing my stuff.

Hais, unseen poem test is tml and I feel so unprepared. D: Im still kind of confuse here and there. Jiayous! I need some motivation. Motivator, where are you?

What's worse, I think Im getting sick. Again. From some cough cough to a minor soar throat. And how amazing, I actually used the blanket yesterday when I usually don't. D:
Must be the one whole packet of chips. D: Drink more water bah.

Thought of many random stuffs today. Nvm.

sometimes, i don't even know what i am doing.


Going crazy with ZhiYan during acc.
Both of us were like very sian, so zhiyan say, why not play soccer. I thought it was those on-the-paper type of soccer, using pen to shoot. Those type. Then hers is on-the-table type. Haha. So stupid. ZhiYan don' t know how play. End up I won, hehe, 3-1. So after the paper soccer, we played table soccer. Heh. ZhiYan was like keep laughing and laughing. Stupid, hit the eraser so hard for what, keep flying out. Zzz.

Then do some opera face painting. Skipskipskip. I think Im starting to like mangchun. Nvm, I think I will prefer the junma. Sounds so yueyunchuzheng! :D

Dumbodidum. Thanks to the peoples who encourage and cheer me up. Thank you. Although I have no idea if it really help much, but still, A VERY VERY BIG THANK YOU! :D

Well, think Im sort of high now as compared to few days ago. Cos my hcl got a B, xielaoshi mian qiang help me add. Hehe. Then math can get B. Stupid bonus qns, I could have got it right. 32 and 33 got so much difference meh. D:

And Im happy that xielaoshi say, if we kind of perform on monday, we might get consolation prize. At least better than nothing right! Woohoo! JiaJin, kan lai ni mei you bai bai de xi sheng. heh. 有 consolation prize, 就好过没有 consolation prize. :D

ifonlyeverythingcouldstartalloveragain..


I have no idea what I am feeling now. D: Seriously feel like "sleeping" early, cry silently in the dark.

I mean, I can't blame unfairness or whoever who cause me to be like this. In the first place, why even give me hope and in the end tell me its nothing.

Giving me hope that my graded stuff are doing well, telling me that its possible to do this, and now you tell me that everything is a stupid mistake and its nothing at all.

Firstly, attacked me with my oh so sucky math marks. Tell me that I almost fail. What is this? I know how do the questions okay. Give me hope, tell me I can do it with those A and above grades for assignments, few days before the test, tell me I am alright with my algebra and everything. And give me such a low marks for commontest. A+ to C. What is this?

But who can I blame? Is not like I study like how I did for my geog. But I tried studying is just that I have no idea how. And give me such sucky results. What is this? I paid attention in class, not like slacking away, doing nothing.

The first attack already good enough. Not yet. The best have yet to come

Tell us that we didn't get in to the finals. What? We made everyone laugh, why no? We made it like a story telling competition and they say no, it looks like role play. Wth. Isn't story telling part of role playing, where you have different characters acting out? What is this? If I haven't been strong enough, I think Im gonna cry in class. First math, now this. How good.

Its not over yet. Hcl results is no much better. From an A+ for CT2 to a C. What is this lah! Who to blame? I mean, its true that I didn't study for this. What is there to study? But why give me such terrible results when there are people scoring as high like what. Forget it. Just blame the paper like how I always do.

The whole lesson, or rather from the start of the day, my mood wasn't really good. Morning was sort of emoing, feeling so sleepy at the same time. Afternoon, after recess, was feeling alittle better during science. Right after science, came all the dumb results. During jap, was emoing alittle and abit quiter than usual.

The very last time I ever feel like this - that the world is so damn unfair -was like the starting of this term when I know I must buck up and I tried my best to do so. Middle of the term, was quite satisfied with results and everything and was the nomal self. And now, I think its kind of back to square one. The feeling is like the end of sem1 when I seriously cried in bed at night, trying to control myself but I couldn't. But I realise that its better to cry alone than to cry in class. Stupid.

When typing this post, my eyes are teary. Tried holding those tears back as I don't want my parents to know. In the mass conver, wasn't laughing even though I was talking to Shandon/JiaJin. Nothing right seems to be happening today. And right now, I literally eff everything silently.

And everything ends.. without a happy ending...

这一切为什么总那么的短占...


WHAT IS THIS LAH?!


JIAYOU FOR STORY TELLING TML! :D

Well, have been posting short posts.
But nvm. :D

GAMBATTE!
YOU CAN DO IT!
WE CAN DO IT!


JIAYOU FOR STORY TELLING TML! :D

Well, have been posting short posts.
But nvm. :D

GAMBATTE!
YOU CAN DO IT!
WE CAN DO IT!


A short post. :D

Dazu is so nice. So nice that choymun and i just "hun" in the dazu. heh.

DHSCO is so much better than CKPSCO. You can only say yes. Haha. :D

&ithinkimsick. D:


Im so looking forward to today, but everything end up so omg.

Firstly, I was expecting to have fun playing netball during PE. NETBALL ROCKS. Haha. But then end up only like train passing and stuff. D: I WANT PLAY NETBALL LAH. I can't wait for next week.

I think my shooting is improving. :D During the competition of shooting, manage to score 4/6. Ahh, so proud of myself. LOLS. Then Jalyn and I tried blocking. Jalyn was like asking, "how to block?" Haha. Then first try, Jalyn blocked me and I amazingly manage to shoot the netball into the ring. Woohoo. Second try, Mirabel tried blocking me, and I amazingly shoot it in again. Weeee! But then I think the next few shoots aren't good. D: Practice more! :D

Next, Mr Teo said (i think so) that he will return our history SBQ test today. I was like so wanting to get it back. End up he said next week. Ahhh. Then end up Miss Ho teach us. Seriously, I think I prefer Mr Teo lah. :D

Wah, during lessons, ZhiYan and I were like wanting to sleep. ZZZ. Haha. Kind of shut my eyes for a little while during science. Cos at my position, I think Ms Tan can't see me. Some more in com lab, then the aircon so shiok. AHH. xD I find the video on the genetics so cool lah. :D For once, I find bio more interesting than usual. hehe.

Then during math, got a small and fat little bird came into our class. Suddenly thought of the story that Mr Teo said. Once, a bird came in and committed suicide by flying to the spinning fan. Ouch. Haha.

After math, school is over. Then have the SC inteview. So scared lah, dont' know why. I think my nervousness cause me to have no appetite. But end up still got eat something. Went to the SC room alone. Was kind of shock to see no people waiting, I thought I was late. Then peek into the room and see, but only got the teacher and one student. So scary..

Few minutes passed and I went in. So scary. The qns she ask is alittle different from what I have kind of expected...

1) Why do you want to be sc?
2) What is your impression of the school's sc? (im stuck here. ahhh. D:)
3) What do you think an sc will be doing?
4) What do I do as a cca leader in primary school?
5) Is there once where I have done something and it wasn't suppose to be my job? (Kind of stuck here. Can't think sia. Then suddenly thought of one dumb one. D:)
6) What if there are some people who gossips complains about the event is boring, etc and started spreading rumour, what will you do?
7) Do you find the workload abit too overwhelming? (I think I said .. something negative. D:)
8) Do you procastinate? (Wth, and I said yes. And that's bad. D:)
9) How do you get yourself to be discipline enough?
10) If you are in the council, and during yr2, you are underperforming, will you consider of quitting the council? (Wait, can we even quit? Haha. But I think I gave a very bad answer. I say I will consider my 3rd lang instead of sc. zah, im still giving up something at the end of the day. Thought of a better answer when I was at home. D: But the amazing thing is, I talk abit on YiBei on how she's able to cope with so many things. And say if she can, why can't I. She say good. o.o)

I think thats the end. Amy say Mr Yeo only ask her like 4-5 qns. Mine was like 10, with some related to each other. So is good or bad? D:

After my turn, was JiRan. I think JiRan looks like a person who have potential in being sc.

Lalala, tml got fenzu, dazu, zhaoji.
Woohoo, friday!
Gambatte. :D


One word to describe JiaJin and Shandon - HAHAHAHA :D

So everything starts like that:

Amy, OuYuan and I were in the discussion room two practicing the jiangushibisai. So everything was like ok. As the discussion room is only allowed to be booked for 1hour per session, we decided to go cafe eat while taking a break. Meanwhile, we tried contacting JiaJin but failed.

So after eating, Amy and I went up to class to find JiaJin. Was quite angry with him cos we couldn't find him. D: Then in then end saw him and Shandon at library. Finally. And we saw Ashley too, so can ask her book discussion room for us. :D

Then wth, JiaYing, Randall and Jonathan was like disturbing us outside. Feel so weird with them outside watching us. Blahblah. Then at the JiaJin part, haha, Amy was like teaching JiaJin how to act like a girl. And he is suppose to say his lines with a girl's voice. Haha. Then Shandon was like acting too. Hehe. So cute. Haha.

Skipskipskip. Ashley went out to borrow books I think while Shandon was playing with her hp games. Then suddenly LinYao called. He was like saying "Who's LinYao?" in his so low as ever voice. Haha. Amy helped to answer, then idk what LinYao told her. Suddenly, Shandon and JiaJin remember who is LinYao, and she once lend them her pop card. So while Amy was talking, Shandon was saying, "Oh. Thanks for your popular card!" So funny lah, laugh until like what.

Amy went out to talk. Feeling sian, I followed them. JiaJin and Shandon so lame. Go off the lights, then hide behind the chair, just to let Amy thing they went off already. -.-

After that, continue to practice. When we are about to go home, Amy and I were trying to persuade Shandon and JiaJin to take 158 with us. Then dont' know why, JiaJin say his parents dont' allow. o.o

And I dont' know how, both of them decided to follow us. When we reached the bus stop, JiaJin and Shandon wanted to go to the next bus stop. Very bo liao leh. So left Amy and I at the bus stop. About 10 minute or so, 158 came. We thought we could meet the both of them at the next bus stop. Kind of "chop seats" for them. Then both of us were looking out for the JiaJin and Shandon but can't see them.

So we suppose they went to the bus stop near the petrol kiosk there. But then, still can't see them. Amy and I thought they took some other number bus and left off without us. D:

Its only when I reach the mrt station, going into the gantry, JiaJin called and asked where we were. o.o And he said he just board the bus. WOW. Omg, they so FAST.

Im such a kind person. :D I waited for them. :D Then saw JiaJin, only JiaJin, no Shandon. o.o Gosh, Shandon, haha. JiaJin told me Shandon was eating so cannot go in. Haha, Shandon so guai.

Oh yea, then I realised that the two of them are so lame. Walk to the next bus stop, and they decided to walk further down since the bus have not come yet. After reaching, Shandon wanted to walk further down to spend the time of waiting for the bus. But JiaJin want to stay. They go "scissors paper stone", will follow the winner.

Wah, both of them hor...

So I think JiaJin lost again. Walk all the way to the fourth bus stop then stop. Omg, crazy.

So after wating for like less than 2 minutes, JiaJin wanted to go down to find Shandon. Then at that point of time, after JiaJin went one flight of stairs down, Shandon came up. Shandon was like gonggong there, wondering where JiaJin went. HAHAHA. At the same time, the train came. Omg, hahaha, this scene so funny.. Shouted for JiaJin, then he know Shandon was at the platform already.

Haha, then chionged for the mrt. At the nearest door, got abit space, so I squeezed in first, then JiaJin and Shandon thought there was no space and went to the next door. Then suddenly the door close. Omg, hahaha.

Both of them were like shocked, tried chasing after the train. HAHAH.
So I text JiaJin that I don't want to wait le. It was only when Im going to reach kembangan, JiaJin call me to get off the train and wait for them. So I called them when I alighted, then Shandon said, "Hey, we asked you to get off at the next stop, not the next next stop." Haha.

I think JiaJin said, "We miss the bus le. Don't miss the mrt again." Haha.

Then met them at the mrt. HAHAHA. So funny. :DDD
Both of them so cute.

Hais, tml got sc interview.
Gambatte! :D


It was the start. And it shall be the end.

Well, there's a new sensei teaching us jap. Edward Cullen/ Robert Pattinson. heh.
So white like MJ. Hahah.

Stupid leh. Keep calling me to stand up to read or give answer. Call me 4 or 5 times le, some only like 1 time. -.- Then still don't know what's my name.

ATARASHI SAKANA = XINYU = NEW FISH.
HAHAH. :D

Andandand, lee sensei wave to me. omg, aww. <3 haha. hehe.

During PIA session, hoho, PIA-ed with DengJing san. :D Then laughed so much, esp on the jiazu part. We are suppose to do pia(pair up), following the ppt slides. So we are to ask your pia(pair) how many family members are there, are there any siblings, if yes, how old, etc.

So DengJing started ask me qns.

DJ: YaRui san, how many family members are there in your family?
YR: There are ___ including myself.
DJ: Do you have any siblings?
YR: Yes.
DJ: How old are they?
YR: ___ years old.

So as shown above, this is what we are suppose to say. But something wrong happened...

DJ: YaRui san, how many family members are there in your family?
YR: There are 3 including myself.
DJ: Do you have any siblings?
YR: No.
DJ: How old are you? (omg, hahah. she changed the siblings to me. HAHAHAHA.)
YR: 13 years old.

Laughed and laughed and laughed till my cheeks and stomach pain. Gosh, DJ!
Ahhh, so funny.

Then blahblah, so funny. Went back with ChoyMun. When we reach simei, saw Joel Chan.
He was on the escalating, reaching the ground soon, while I was walking to the gantry. So I think I saw him. But I didn't say hi or what. I think I smiled. Did I? Maybe not. But nevermind.

The amazing thing is that he called me. Haha. So, being so kind, I said bye to him before I go off with ChoyMun. And ChoyMun still dont' know I saw my friend. Haha.

ChoyMun was like saying wow, not bad lah, at least this guy bother to say a hi, unlike some of my friends. I was like agreeing. Haha. Makes me think of raw chicken. heh. Oh, and she told me her lift experience, with qinjinghuang singing. omg, hahahah.

Lets end of by saying how cute my dear grace can be :D

"happy birthday to
born from the same mother, but somehow, one became chinese and the other became english.....
shall take a real one next time(:"

Grace is so cute. :D

&ineedyounow.


Happy Birthday Singapore! :D

I find celebrations fun! :D Esp last year. :D
Oh yes, HAPPY BIRTHDAY HAIDAI! xD

Here's 10 facts about HaiDai:

#1. HaiDai was born on 08/08/08. :D
#2. HaiDai is found by PAYA. :D
#3. HaiDai has a twin, called Onion Head -- jiayous. :D
#4. HaiDai makes PAYA high! :D
#5. I miss HAIDAI! :D
#6. PAYA LOVE/MISS HAIDAI! :D
#7. HAIDAI. OMG. AHHAHAHA. :D
#8. 8 is HaiDai's lucky number. I think. :D
#9. HAIDAI ROCKS! :D
#10. Only PAYA knows the original version of HaiDai. :D

heh.

Let's list the ndp songs that I like. :D (in to particular order. :D)

#1. One unknown song which was sang long long time ago. Should be when I was younger that Primary 1. :D "let us celebrate this moment, a brand new day awaits~!" I think the name is moment of magic. YES, MOMENT OF MAGIC! :D

#2. Home. :D Home is nice and touching. And the most important thing is that HaiDai can be found in this song(chi version)! :D
"this is home, truly, where i know i must be. where my dreams wait for me~!"
"wo de jia, ge wo, yi shuang jian ding chi bang~!" HaiDai, heh.
And I remember there is a period of time when they started changing the lyrics of this song(chi version). Used to be funny but not now. haha. :D

#3. My Island Home. This song so nice lah! And the "dance" invented by PAYA is so cool. AND PAYA GOES HIGH! SO FUNNY. :D I love this song. :D
"and i will sing, a song of home, a land of peace, where dreams are born everyday~!"

#4. We will get there. A song sang by Stefanie Sun. I think I forget the "dance" of this song. The chorus also. D: "look where we are, we've come so far, and there still a long long way to go~!" :D So nice.

#5. Reach out for the skies. Find this song quite nice, but the dance very weird. Haha. Like not related one. hehe. "let's reach out, for the skies, with wings, we soar up high~!"

#6. Another unknown song. Haha. Used to like it when I was in kindergarden. "because of singapore *hey* singapore *hey hey* our heart's are big and wide your find~!" Haha, they hey is the special sound effect. haha.

I think should be thats all. :D And I think I shall post pictures later. :D

Cya. WHOO SINGAPORE! :D


Isn't the celebration fun. Hehe. :D

Firstly, we started with those flag raising ceromony. So the same music played. Haha. That marching music. hehe. Then sing the national anthem. I think we sang rather loud. Louder than usual. Haha.

This makes me think of primary school. Every time the lower primary sing so loud, so fast, so cute. Haha, unlike us. Don't know why feel like crying. So dumb. Haha. Actually, I was just happy for Singapore. Haha.

Then sing those typical national day song. Haha. Some went high. Im wondering why no actions de. As in, when you sing the song, got the dumbdumb actions. Haha. And the SC can't sing. Thats what zhiyan said. And I agree too. The beat so wrong one. Some time fast sometime slow. Sing until out of tune. Aiyo. I sing better lah. xD

Oh yes, while going back to class, saw two aeroplane. Manage to eat them. bohaha. xD When I was in class, I heard the plane, but can't find it. So cannot eat. D:

So the whole class group ourselves and then we started the game. YAY! My group won. hehe. :D Then have lollipop. LOLS. After the "prize-giving ceromony", sang happy birthday song to singapore. So cool. hehe. The cake so creamy. Eeks. But still, I ate two. So fattening. D:

By that time, its like going to 10.30 le. Then need chiong for zhaoji. So JiaYi was like calling me to hurry up. Then ask xielaoshi if i can go. Then chiong all the way down to CO room. And wth lah, the zhaoji like say nothing one. Zzz. When the seniors go paiwei, JiaYi and I was like gonggong like that. Don't know what to do. So go see the sitting arrangement at the conductor stand.

I was sitting so called in front, the first row of tby, behind some yangqin. And beside me is the propro zhixian and the fairfair Samantha. :D And Miss Ko Jia Yi is sitting behind me. :D And Grace too! Haha. Then Mindy sit behind. Aww.

Dumbodidumbodidumbodi. Chiong all the way back simei to meet Farah and WeiKang. Aiyo, end up say meet at 1.30 when I reach simei around 12. So lazy go home. Haha. I end up go all the way to ckps to see if its open just to waste time. Haha. After that go popular, walk around eastpoint. Oh yes, in popular, I was like looking at the assessment books. Haha. I want to do leh. Miss the math mocks. Haha. :D

And I just realise that reading/looking at assessment books can help to waste time. Hehe. So meet them at 7-11. And walk to ckps, end up the security guard say no one there. But the security guard quite good. Let us in. :D Cos we showed Mr Teo name card. haha.

So walk all the way back and eat 18 chefs with Farah. WeiKang said he wasn't rich, so can't afford. LOL. Then literally spent 1hour there. So full. :D Im treating myself to 18 chefs for the good la/history/geog(shld be) results I have acheive. :D But Im scared for the chi/sci/geog/la/history.

The chinese lijiewenda so diff. Think my science did badly lah. D: Geog I hope will be alright. La no need to say lah. The summary I think I dont' have 15 points. And the history, omg. No time to write all the things I want lor. So end up, alot things never write.

Hais. Math must score well. If not die. All my hardwork. Gambatte. :D

Dumbo. Msn so lag now. Keep on not responding. No choice use ebuddy. Ebuddy so lan lah. D:
Then mozilla keep lagging. D:
What's happening?

Lalala. Next week like got dazu and fenzu. But I have problem with MangChun. I dont' have the zhifa. So the current zhifa I using is like so not correct. Haha, cos I invented it. hehe. Yay, no need bring my so GOOD instrument to sch le. Can use the school one. Compare the school one and mine, can easily tell the diff. Haha.

Since this week is a long weekend, shall bu cong bu cong my rest and at the same time, work more. :D How? Haha.

Ok, shall stop here. Bye. :D


Well, I just love national day celebration (not really). But the one I love the most is the '08 celebration. So cool! PAYA RULES! hehe. :D

For the past few years of national day, we were like suppose to wear red shirt. So from P idk what to P4, I think I was like wearing my PE shirt. Haha. Since red house mah, then red shirt. :D

Then P5 wore that NE show shirt. LOVE NE SHOW LAH! Oh yes, Priscilla, the camera man haven't us the photo! HAHA. Its like 2 years already. Haha. How I wish I can go back to the past and go watch the NE show again. Haha. So fun lah!

Aww, how i miss the goodie old days. :D

Then P6 is ohsonice. PAYA <3 haidai ah haidai, haidai ah haidai
heh.

Looking forward to tml. :D


As you can see from the title or even the tagboard, Im going to post about Grace! :D

#1. Grace is a nice person. :D
#2. Grace is crazy over CO. So if you are a CO lover, you can join grace going crazy over CO. :D
#3. Grace is funny. Everyone agrees. :D
#4. Grace will make you laugh. :D
#5. Grace is crazy. d:
#6. Grace is lovable! :D
#7. Grace is so random! :D
#8. Grace is very blur. :D That's why she is cute! :D
#9. Grace is always high! :D
#10. YAY GRACE! :D

Grace, after reading this, pls say YAY, YARUI! :D Hehe. :D

WE LOVE GRACE! :D


HAPPY BIRTHDAY PAYA!

Hey peoples, you know what. PAYA TURNS 1 YEAR OLD YESTERDAY!

I LOVE PAYA!

<3