11.11 :D

Because of this date, it made a huge difference to my life.
And even up till today, I still remember it, although those memories have been deleted. ):
Maybe you don’t even know abt how this come about, but still…

“Happy anniversary x1. :D Perhaps you have forgotten what day it is. Or should I say, you don’t even know what happen. But well, its ok, cos I know. :D”

Have been reading on my old old post and realise I should really start/continue to reblog as it seriously reminds me of great wonderful memories. But it also reminds me of others.

ithinkitssomehowimpossible.
yesitsimpossible.
anddonttellmenothingisimpossible.
tomeidontcarenow.
itdoesntreallymatter.
yesitdoesnt.
andyesimpissedwithyourwhateverattitude.
thatmakeitmoreimpossible.
itdoesntlastmorethanamin.
lookatthedifferencethechange
butsowhatcosimnotgonnacare.
liarliarliarwhatabigliaryouare.
ohsowhatimnotgonnacareanymore.
itdoesntmatter.
itreallydoesntmatter.

Reading chat history make me piss at times.

ohwtf.
don’ttrytogetyourwaythroughbytellingdumbstupidcraps.
thinkyouarealwaysrightwhenyouarenot.
comeandtellmehundredandonestupidreasonsthatyouarerightwhenyouarewrong.
cantyoujustshutupandadmityouarewrong.
nononoshutupandgiveasincereapology.
thinkonesorrycanjustsettlethingslikethatuseyourbrainspls.
tellmethatyoursorrywhenyournotohthenwhyevensayapologise.
giveastupidinsinceresorryandthensayyouareright.
saidyouhaveapologisewhenitisntsincereatall.
thencomeandlinktosomefreakingoutofpointstuffjusttoprovethatyouareright.
tellmetogetmyfactsrightwhenyoursarewronginthefirstplace.
ohwhatcrapisthat.
itsnotthefirsttimeithasrepeatedforgodknowshowmanytimes.
andyouarestilllikethatyouinsincerefreak.
comeandargueandreasonoutwhenyouaresodamnwrong.
goshevenathreeyearoldkidknowshowtoapologysincerelywhenheorsheisatfault.
whataboutyouallyougivearecrapscrapscraps.
andwhyamicaringsomuchsinceyouwanttobelikethis.
thensobeitimnogonnacareanymore.
thatsyourownproblemnotminenothersnotanyoneelse.
ifyoudontevenbothertogiveasincereapologythensobeit.
itsnotgonnaaffectmeanyway.
itsyouowndamnproblemok.

youdobigliarbigidiot.
ohmandidntisayimnotcaringatall.
andwhyimstilltypingallthese.
wasalreadyfeelingsopissedandnow.
ohwtfwhatintheworldishappening.
perhapsyouhaveforgottenallaboutmelonglongago.
imnowstillfeelingfreakingpissed.
eventhoughimnotusingcaps.
freakyoufreakyoufreakyou.
whyletmethoughtofhopeandnow.
ohfreakyou.
tryingtoignoremeavoidme.
goshhowiwishicoulddothatto.
ifyouwantitishalldoit.
howiwishyoucouldjustdisappearintheair.
andyesyouaredoingitagain.
tryingtoignoreme.
inamassconvertryingnottotalk.
andthenappearoffline.
whatthehellisthis.
letmetellyousomething.
idontlikethesilenceseriously.
nvmforgetaboutthis.
letmeclosethisblogforawhile.
ineedsomerest.
imsickandtiredofthis.
onceagainiseriouslydontknowwhy.
whyamipostingthis.
ihopethiscouldbethelastime.
idontwanttocareanymore.

Because its you. But, why. ):
我终於到达 但却更悲伤