title: rw ftw (:
date: 29 September 2010
I want to blog, but idk what to blog abt. Oh well.
Someone save me. D:
abcdefghijklmnopqrstuvwxyz.
yay, 30 sept.
it shall be our big day.
for you and for me.
may you give me the strength to carry on.
your song shall be daebak, while my eoy shall also be daebak.
:D
rw ftw. (:
title: 因为我变了
date: 23 September 2010
It was now then I realise how I can remember things only through blogging.
I tried looking at my old blog posts and realise that I have changed. Idk if its better or worse, because right now, I don't even know who I am, what I am doing. A simple theory: Life sucks when you can't get what you want.
Somehow, I thought I used to be someone who is very optimistic. Even when reading my old blog post now, I felt like I am reading another person's blog. It sounds totally different from the current me. Why is there a change? I wish I were still the old me.
"Im scared. D:
Im scared of everything D:"
"The world isn't fair. That's something we all must accept. The real world is worse than what we think. Reality is always harsh. All we could do is only accept. But is there seriously no way to make it better?
If everything happens have a reason, the only reason why I am typing this is because I haven't found any reason to what happen.
However, sometimes, you just can't figure out the reason no matter how hard you think. Perhaps, the only easiest way to say is unfair. But this unfairness sometimes is too over.
I just don't understand why.
But so what? Is there even a need to understand why? So what if I understand?
我就不相信没有你我做不到。 Im not gonna care anymore.
"And you'd give anything to get what's fair
But fair ain't what you really need.""
Why is it that you always give me hope and then destroy it so easily. Its even harder to accept it.
因为越快乐就越失落.
